Khitie Ethrin

Fri, 10 Apr 2009 17:34:24 GMT

ZOMG I live!!

And I lived through the first week of school too.

Anatomy and physiology is going to kick my ass though.

I'm so screwed.

Anyways, off to do more homework and studying.

Thu, 15 May 2008 05:35:02 GMT

Life, I swear, just likes to kick me in the ass.

One great big foot. It's quite painful.

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 06:37:00 GMT

Well, I live in a hectic world right now.

Lets see... what have I been up to?

I started playing World of Warcraft late last August and in the same week I started a new job. I now work at Nordstrom Rack in the shoe department. Yes, that's right, ladies and gents... The tomboy who couldn't be less girlie now can tell you a lot about shoes. Mens and womens. I can tell you about flats, heals, boots and sandals. I can tell you if we have them in black, brown, orange, red, green, blue, bone/taupe, white, silver, gold, multi or if they are athletic. And that's just for womens shoes. Mens are nice and easy. I can tell you about tie ox, slip on, and athletic. And I can tell you if they come in black, brown, multi and athletic. I can also tell you if we have any womens shoes in 4 narrow, or 14 wide.

I need a life.

My school semester should be complete in the next two weeks, or so. And next weekend, not this, but next... I am moving to a different apartment. It's been interesting. I have about two semesters of homework to catch up on AND I have to get my apartment packed up to get ready to move. Oh, have I mentioned that I haven't started packing yet, and that my mom and I are signing the lease on the 2nd of May?

Oh, in Febuary, I got two new tattoos. One on valentines day and the other a week before. The one I got on valentines day (ironically enough), is a heart being embraced by wings. The other, is the roman numeral 13 (XIII).

Um.... I can't really think of anything else.

So, uh... later?

Fri, 18 Jan 2008 09:56:35 GMT

I've been looking into apartments, as I'm moving in August/May, and here is one that I really, really like.

http://www.devonshireapts.com/index.erp

Fri, 18 Jan 2008 08:13:23 GMT

Cloverfield is a fucked up movie.

And if you play the very end (as in after the credits) backwards, it says "It's still alive."

And as my fiends say, it's a combination of Godzilla and the Blair Witch Project.

As I said in the beginning. Fucked up movie.

It had no real ending.

Fucked up.

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 22:10:50 GMT

I killed my desktop... *pouts*

I'm not happy.

Mon, 24 Dec 2007 23:02:20 GMT

Happy Christmas, to those who celebrate it.

And a happy birthday to nikusan!

I hope everyone has a joyous holiday. Whichever holiday that you may share.

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 05:06:40 GMT

In 2007, khitie_ethrin resolves to...

Cut down on my writing.
Be nicer to katcha_24.
Spend more time with my books.
Cut down to ten tattoos a day.
Go to gorillaz every Sunday.
Give some werewolves to charity.

On the twelfth day of Christmas, khitie_ethrin sent to me...

Twelve wolves drumming

Eleven werewolves piping

Ten cats a-sleeping

Nine animals gaming

Eight wonderfalls a-reading

Seven books a-writing

Six tattoos a-knitting

Five ca-a-a-athrine zeta-jones

Four web comics

Three kingdom hearts

Two video games

...and a pokewifi in a psychology.

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 02:25:12 GMT

So, how are my dear friends doing?

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 02:14:09 GMT

Ask me any question, about myself, or what I think about something--personal, political, fannish, whatever--and I'll answer it.

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 20:27:46 GMT

I want the world to stop so I can get off for a few days.

Sat, 29 Sep 2007 16:14:09 GMT

I live. I've just been extremely busy.

Mon, 06 Aug 2007 02:36:44 GMT

Okay, so I am out of antidepressants. I was going to get them refilled today, but I just haven't wanted to leave my apartment. But, because of that decision... I feel really horrid. Not that this surprises me, or anything... but I just really hate this feeling. I've come to realise just how much I really need these things.

But, because of this, I've realised just how pathetic I really am. I mean, I have never found myself attractive.... ever. And I never believe anyone who says that I am. To be honest... the antidepressants keep me out of my head. And I'm so extremely grateful for that. When I don't have them.. I go back to thinking that I will always be alone, and that no one will ever love me, or even want to be with me... even if I know that's not the case.

It's like - there's a whole other side of me that just screams to get out, and then once it does, there is no escaping it. Even when I do take the meds, I still hear the muffled screams of that other being inside of me. It haunts me every waking moment, and then comes back to rub it in my face in my dreams.

Every night, I have the same dream. And it always ends up with me standing alone, in a desert, staring into the clouds as rain cascades down my face. I can never escape these dreams, and it is really starting to take it's tole. I may be happy-go-lucky and optimistic on the outside, but it's only a mask. The mask hides what I'm really feeling... what I'm really thinking, and at night or when I haven't had my meds, that mask falls off and my real self comes through.

And it scares me. It scares me so much, that I just don't want to sleep anymore. Most days I just want to pump myself full of my meds and then curl up into a ball and hide away from the world - from reality.

Okay... shutting up now.

Fri, 27 Jul 2007 22:15:16 GMT

All right. I would just like to clarify something.

Each and every single tattoo on my body has a reason for being there. I realise that getting my kitten's name on my body is a ridiculous, crazy, probably stupid thing to have done. But no one knows how much that little girl means to me.

And for people thinking that I'm a lesbian because of it... well, they've been thinking that for the last 8 years. So, what else is new?

I just felt the need to clarify.

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 16:05:22 GMT

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Thu, 19 Jul 2007 17:05:35 GMT

Hey Cristin...

I just found out from mom that Dave Heshan's wife passed away yesterday.

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 17:45:34 GMT

Note to self:

No more Dr. Pepper before bed. It causes strange dreams.

In other words, I had a date yesterday. It went really well! We played minigolf, and then went to Rainforest Cafe. It was mainly a get-to-know-you date. But it went really, really well.

Anyways. I have to get ready for work.

Wed, 11 Jul 2007 04:12:48 GMT

Hehehe... I made off with Eric's dogtags tonight at work.

*dances around*

He wants them back tomorrow though. Grr.

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 05:11:29 GMT

Damn... I adore that boy more than any of you know.

p

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 20:42:04 GMT

Bugger... Just my luck that I'd have to go into work on my day off.

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 04:34:57 GMT

Okay, so I would love some advice on something.

I have a hardcore crush on my coworker, Eric. He is 26, and is turning 27 on September 21st. I think he may return my feelings, but I'm not sure. He asked me if I was doing anything tonight, but I've been so wiped out lately, that I just told him that I was going to crash.

Now, my manager very much frowns upon inner-work (thing) dating... and I don't know if I could keep something like this from her. Robin and Leslie (Leslie is my coworker) tell me that I should take a chance on it, but I just don't know.

What do you guys think I should do. I really want to know.

I'm thinking I should give it a chance.... but I'm just not sure.

Please... help.

Sat, 07 Jul 2007 05:21:34 GMT

Dude... this episode of FY is making me cry hardcore.

*sniffle*

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 15:59:33 GMT

I really wish I could find the first disk of Fushigi Yuugi.... It'd be nice to see the whole series.

I'm not a fan of Eikoden, but I love the CGI that they use on the fake gods.

Okay, enough anime talk from me. Gotta get ready for work.

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 23:44:46 GMT

So... I don't have a Wii, but I have a Wii game.

*headdesk*

p

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 14:25:14 GMT

Mornings shouldn't exist. I hate being up this early.